Love is like dew that falls on both nettles and lilies. ~Swedish Proverb

These few days don't have any motivation to blog and I was forcing myself to blog by today as my blog is going to be dead real soon. Alright, let me give some updates. This Wednesday and Thursday will be E-learning day, so it means that there won't be school! Cheers! There will be training tomorrow. The reason why I don't really like the day when there's training because of the heavy schoolbag with clothing I have to bring along with me to school and also other extra stuffs which are necessary. Sigh, then the time when I reached home will always be around 7.45 p.m., don't even have time for studies. But tomorrow's timing will be fine to be as there won't be school the following day. Okay, just thought of something to say. Last Thursday, our last match with Dunman High lost by 3 points, I don't really know what happened, I did not went for the match. But I know that my team mates must had putted up a very tough fight even though we'd lost, and we will win them back again, we will! Okay, shall stop here. Tag me can? ):

Let's bury it as a memory will do,

Feel like blogging again, currently at home. I feel like making my blog private or have a private blog. Sian, you think whether I should make my blog private or make a private blog?

Give me one moment in time,

Currently at Shi Shan's house doing project. Sigh, I don't know what to post about. Today, Benedict and I sat for yesterday's Math test paper as I didn't go to school yeterday. My second Math test that I passed,10/20. I still remember the highest and the first Math test I sat I got 19/20, highest in class and level. Don't know why I drop until so terrible. Mr Tan said that I from top student drop until like that, I was loss for word at that moment. I very scared that I next year will drop to Normal Academic, I don't want to disappoint my family. No mood for the day, sigh.

He said that he hates me, but why?

The only person whom you can trust is yourself.

Seems like blogger is having a problem with creating a new post and thus I was unable to upload a photo as usual. I've many things right now in my mind, and it just came in a day. Sigh, who should I really turn in to?
I admit that I trust no one completely but myself, but it's not that I don't trust others. Some incidents just caused me to lose my trusts toward others, including my family. Sometimes, I just don't feel like talking to anyone because I don't want to break down. I know I will break down one day just because of ".......", they're important to me. Everyone is leaving me and there seems no one will be there anymore.
Throw me like a rubbish and pick me up like your puppy, isn't that your way of treating me?

If I love you, what business is it of yours? ~Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Annabelle and I.

Yesterday

Went to watch Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince, a total waste of money and time. Caught the movie together with Cousins, Marissa and Adrian. Don't ever watch it, you're going to regret. Went back home at around 11 pm with Kelvin, Jun Xian and his friend.

Just had lunch and I'm back, tadah! Later going to study, so bye bye! :D

Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. ~Robert Heinlein

Ting Ting and I.

Lost to Unity and Zhong Hua, will not be able to qualify for the next round. Next match with Duman High and it will determine who got 3rd or 4th in our group. Hopefully we will be able to beat Dunman High. Flunked for Chinese's spelling today, retaking it this coming Monday and I want to study hard for it. I'm very disappointed with myself because I promised that I will study hard but I didn't, when will I change to be better? I'm going to refrain myself from speaking vulgarities and please slap me hard if I said. Bye.

I know that you will ignore me once she's back and I will be ignored again. But that's good because I will be able to focus more.

The art of love... is largely the art of persistence. ~Albert Ellis

Saturday, 11 July, 2009
Met Yu Zhen at Toa Payoh, slacked around before leaving to SBC to support our T-Net seniors for their match with Kai Xuan (is it spelled correctly?). Lost to them. ): After the match, there's a briefing before we gave Pei Wen a surprise, her birthday was yesterday but we celebrated earlier for her, it's a tiramisu cake. Si Ying brought for her, yummy. After eating the cake and there's some leftovers, cake smashing started. Luckily I wasn't that badly smashed as compared to the others, and some didn't get smashed at all, how lucky there were. I had the coffee smell on that night after the smashing. Cousin's house aftermath, with Cousin Kenny driving me from Aljunied.

Pictures taken after the briefing :

Birthday girl, Pei Wen

From left to right: Wei Qi, Pei Wen, Clara

Group photo taken, our Under 19.

Today
Art teacher is good because she didn't scold some of us for not doing art, she's being kind, better than Ms Lim. Didn't went for recess, didn't feel like it and I prefer to be in class. Literature sucks totally, I went to sit behind cause I had the sudden urge at that moment. Surprisingly, the teacher flared up for making so much noise and she scold me for throwing bits of papers, !@$%$#@^$%&. I don't like her. PWE: Benedict and I was in the same group for PWE, the both of us didn't do our tasks given and Mr Koh nagged at us. He's the basketball teacher, then said about the teamwork and all those, but he's being kind for allowing us to present it during the next PWE lesson. I like the teachers for Semester 2, much better than some in Semester 1. Training in the afternoon, congrats to Jue Qi and Yuen Ting for making into the first team. Jue Qi said that she will be helping me for my PWE, I love her to the max. I can't find the answers for it, she's being very kind today. I want to attend tomorrow's History lesson, I love History to the max. Hope that everyday will be a fine day. Pictures taken during recess will be uploaded one by one, so continue to read on and remember to tag! :D

Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ~Sandra J. Dykes

Back here to post after not using the computer that often for 4 days. Sigh, today is a Friday which means that 2 days of no schooling which I hate it because I love schooling, but it also mean that I will be able to sleep longer and no waking up that early which tires me much. Yes, I'm indeed being crazy over Michael Jackson for these few days and I'm getting bored already. Schooling is not as interesting as the first week of Semester 2 and I don't even know where the problem lies at, but I simply love when it comes to History lesson. Will be catching a movie 'The Haunting in Connecticut' with classmates, hope that they will be able to make it. Shall stop here, bye.

True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked. ~Erich Segal

<3!

Just came back from Bishan J8 from buying new school shoes. There's school tomorrow, a great thing for me. I'm currently addicted to Michael Jackson's songs, darn nice, can't stop listening to it. Tomorrow don't have History nor Chinese, so it will be quite a boring school day. I'd realized that it's a great thing to be single and not loving anyone in your heart, except for your family. Because it's only then you will be able to concentrate on your studies. Remember to tag my tagboard before you leave, bye.

True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen. ~François, duc de La Rochefoucauld

Ching May and I, sisterly' love.

Yesterday's training was fun. I love my T-Net team to the fullest. Lei Garden for lunch today -> Raffles City -> Suntec City -> Home. I'm now at home. Sigh, tomorrow is a public holiday, no school. So it means that it will be bored to the fullest, I want schooling! Thanks pretty Annabelle for yesterday. Just went through some of Michael Jackson's videos at Youtube, most of them were interesting. His fans were totally crazy over him.Anyway, I think Michael Jackson is really great, I don't know how to explain my opinions towards him. He loves his children a lot and so does his children loves him. He's a great father and I strong believe in that. He not only loves his own children, but also other children who are suffering and he showed care for them. He dedicated songs for them, and the songs are simply great! I'm loving his songs, bye.

Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart. ~Author Unknown

Yesterday's:

I love him! :D

Good Morning! Yesterday's night went for Adrian's BBQ. Once again, Happy Belated Birthday to my beloved cousin! Will be having T-Net training later on at Red Hill, after 3 weeks of not attending. Didn't play basketball for 2 weeks already and school's training resumes this coming Tuesday. I hate holidays and I love school, holiday for 3 days will be like a 1-week holiday for me. Sigh, I want to go back to school. Thanks Clara, Shi Shan, Shermaine and Wayne Chen WeiEn for being my listening ears, you guys are great! :D

I came upon with this video in youtube. See the amount of people, it proves that how popular he was. This song is nice, really nice. The song is real meaningful in my opinion, especially for those people who are suffering. People, Heal The World!


Another video which I would like to share is a really nice song that was sang to raise funds. It was sang by 45 popular musicians including Michael Jackson. My eldest sister, Ching May, recommended me to this song yesterday's night before leaving for the BBQ. It's really meaningful too, same as the previous "Heal The World" I shared with you guys.

I shall end here, bye and have a nice day! :D

Love is being stupid together. ~Paul Valery

Happy Birthday Adrian! You've been a good cousin to me at all times. You taught me how to play basketball and you would always give in to me when I was younger despite the fact that I'm being annoying to you. Thanks for everything that you had given to me. Good luck for your N level this year, strive for a good result and show it to everyone, especially Aunt. Most importantly, I Love You!

Yesterday's:

Yesterday's PE lesson was fun for the part (photos above). Every-day's Chinese lesson was filled with laughter as many crack jokes. I'm always looking forward when there isn't any work for us to do. I don't understand why the class must make so much noises when lesson is going on. Please understand when I shout at you all to keep quiet because it's really inconsiderate of you to drag down others despite the fact that most of us had not done well for Semester 1. I was being too playful for Semester 1, all I know is to sleep in class, talking with others, having fun with others, interrupting the class, talk back to teacher or whatsoever craps that I had done. I know I had gone too far, I don't want the same to happen to Semester 2 so that's why I'm going for a better change. Well, it's okay if you guys don't believe me and I'm not asking people to praise me, pity me or whatsoever. Today is Adrian's birthday and I'm still thinking if I should go for his BBQ later.

I was always being neglected by you guys.

Love isn't blind, it's retarded. ~Don Foster and Susan Beavers, Two and a Half Men

Hello. Tomorrow having History test so later I will be busying memorizing the notes. Last lesson of the day, Chinese, make me laugh my head off man. I borrowed from Jue Qi the USB cable for LG. Been busy for these 2 weeks, so didn't touch basketball for many days already, almost 2 weeks. Anyway, studies is not my priority but not basketball. Maybe changing blogskin soon, I don't want to find for a blogskin so I might be looking through the templates of blogger, hoping to find a simple one. Bye.

I hate it when you guys left me alone, forgetting me. Am I really your friend? I doubt so.