Give me one moment in time,

Currently at Shi Shan's house doing project. Sigh, I don't know what to post about. Today, Benedict and I sat for yesterday's Math test paper as I didn't go to school yeterday. My second Math test that I passed,10/20. I still remember the highest and the first Math test I sat I got 19/20, highest in class and level. Don't know why I drop until so terrible. Mr Tan said that I from top student drop until like that, I was loss for word at that moment. I very scared that I next year will drop to Normal Academic, I don't want to disappoint my family. No mood for the day, sigh.

He said that he hates me, but why?